These days its hard to just be happy,

 

You see...we all have so many problems,

 

Insecurity, selfishness, Untrustful, and others,

 

Whats more, I really just don't care about them

 

I feel like floating through space,

 

I really wanna break from all of this crap

 

Just need a nice massage.

You know whats worse than having you walk on a road and accidentally step on some dog shit? Having to see a guy sweet talk a girl into forgiving him.  I was sitting waiting to get picked up and i see this kancil stop to my right about 10 feet away and i see this couple in the car and they were fighting. Turns out it was most probably the guys fault, which either way will always be, and he was trying every single way to win her back on her good terms. He was holding her hand, hugging her, trying to kiss her, doing all sorts of things.  I dunno but it made me feel very cheap as a guy to go so low as to do something like that. Sometimes i feel that why we guys as a species are dumb sometimes and when we're single we are so much more stable and smart. But when we fall in love, its like our brains were just taken out of our head and replaced with a wet sponge!!  And further more, why is she taking all this shit? Well it turns out they got back to together and it made me realize a couple of things that I had forgotten. 

 

If you really love the person, then arguments or mistakes don't really matter that much. Just make sure you don't do it again or if you do make sure your really sorry about it.  Remember the 3R's of a RELATIONSHIP :  REGRET the mistake, take RESPONSIBLITY, and REMEDY the mistake (never let it happen again)....maybe ROSES should be added in as well.

 

Its going to be a long 4 months and i just hope that I can just pull through with this.  I hate worrying but I guess it keeps me on my toes most of the time. Either way we prepared for anything and anyone.