There's always a danger of loving somebody too much

 

and its sad when you know its your heart you can't trust

 

Theres a reason why people don't stay where they are

 

Sometimes, love just aint enough.

 

I would never change anything,

 

I would never blame anyone,

 

I don't want anyone to take the fall,

 

Yes, I have caused pain,

 

But i never deserted,

 

Maybe I just wanted to have it all.

 

Love is filled with possiblities....be careful who you share it with.

Gonna graduate soon with a stupid diploma. Next stop?  Good old England. Sure everyone is happy about it. Parents are happy, friends are happy, but what about me? Hmm...lets take a moment to look back on things.

 

Been through a lot lately....basically been reflecting on my life and where I am going? It seems to me that I am the only one that understands myself. In the end, its always gonna be that way. I know what I want and im focused on getting it. It also seems like the only one I can only trust, fully, is just myself. But I have to force myself to trust others because of their promises to me that everything is alright. Should I really believe in them?

 

Life seemed very simple when i first arrived here, new world, new things, everything was new. It still is to me. I still feel lost in this old Asian city....yet people still don't understand. Im in foreign lands. Yes I have their passport and their IC...but come on..gimme a break...i've been here only two years you expect me to know the whole country? Either way...im still content in what I have. Yet it seems like somebody would think otherwise.

 

Im begginning to lose faith in other people. Im also beginning to gain my pride back..I don't like being proud...well not all the time anyways. Being proud makes you a fool and I don't want a fool, I just want the real thing.